I do what I want, when I want, how I want.

I love you…

To have one of your favorites fixes just ripped from you. I’ve known you for longer than I haven’t. Nothing will ever make sense. I love you so.

I beat at my chest and long to tear it open and release the pressure that sits on top of my heart. It won’t ever stop. I love you so.

Nobody will ever compare, so sweet and pure. I love you so. #kab

xx Jay

Put it on Me - Ja Rule feat Lil Mo’

This is for you, and only you. You are my babylove. You are my babybabylove.

My heart hurts. Come home please. I can only hope it was not painful. I can only hope they did everything they could to keep you here, with me. I can only hope that you’ll be in my dreams tonight telling me you’re alright. I love you so. I love love love you so.

I’ll admit it when you do. I’m so into you.

xx Jay

Writers Block…

I can only think about how much I want to stop thinking.

xx Jay


you make me happy when skies are grey.

xx Jay


aren’t enough. Live.

xx Jay


The amount of email addresses I have to remember is overwhelming.

One day I’m high, the next I’m so low.

I want to surprise you and have you kiss me a bunch of times. I want to see you at my pleasurable mercy but I have to treat all my friends the same. That’s the thing, I don’t want to see all my friends here.

I have so much to say but as soon as your condescending tone asks, what is it? I think back and I’m like yeah, what is it?

I don’t have an Australian accent, a gift to write, a perfectly round bum. I don’t know who the 33rd president of the US, what the capital of Mascow is, how much itunes is worth. I can’t name one Beatles song or three basketball players on my favorite team.


xx Jay

The head of a company survived 9/11 because
His son started kindergarten.

Another fellow was alive because it was
His turn to bring donuts.

One woman was late because her
Alarm clock didn’t go off in time.

One was late because of being stuck on the NJ Turnpike
Because of an auto accident.

One of them
Missed his bus.

One spilled food on her clothes and had to take
Time to change.

Car wouldn’t start.

One couldn’t
Get a taxi.

The one that struck me was the man
Who put on a new pair of shoes that morning,
Took the various means to get to work but before.
He got there, he developed a blister on his foot.
He stopped at a drugstore to buy a Band-Aid.
That is why he is alive today..

Now when I am
Stuck in traffic,
Miss an elevator,
Turn back to answer a ringing telephone…
All the little things that annoy me,
I think to myself,

This is exactly where
I’m meant to be
At this very moment